Thursday, February 22, 2007 at 11:23 PM
Hello everybody. Didnt manage to go to school today again. I got a damn bad headache. I think nobody believes. LIKE MY MOM. Ugh. Lol. Anyway, considered overslept bah.. Since headache isnt a reason. Cos i wake up a while then eat medicine and go back to sleep.
For today, had tuition from 2.30pm till like 5.30pm. Solid sitting there and not moving. Lol. Math tuition~ Then went down to collect my keyboard from elaine. Talked quite a while downstairs. (= Was shocked to hear about some stuff. Ugh. Why cant Miss Fatonah (is her name with a 'h' or sth) understand. She simply just shut elaine up by saying that i purposely did not want to come to school today because there was an f&n test. Hey, come on, if i didnt wanna come to school, why would i have to study for the test! Plus its not as if i did not want to come. & the worse thing was that, she even scolded elaine for it. Sorry elaine. Really sorry. Thks for helping me too!
Sometimes i dont understand the mentality of some teachers. But maybe their too stressed up too. Cant blame them? I dunno. But that doesnt give them a reason to scold and not getting things right first. Forget it. Im sure she's gonna say me infront of everybody next lesson. Saying that im irresponsible and everything. She's not even gonna give me a RE-TEST. What the hell is this? & im gonna be the only one scoring the lowest for f&n la. Cos of my test. I didnt do my investigation too because i was sick the last time. )= i dunno la..
I just dont understand why some people simply just say things easily about other people but yet, doing what others is doing too. Should this be named a hypocrite? Wow, i guess this world is unfair, thats what it is made up of. Unfairness to some people and Fairness to some people. Come on la, open up your eyes and look into the mirror before saying others. Ugh.
I hate noises. They are simply too noisy for my ears. Im getting enough of everything. )=
No one understands. I hate telling people about it too. So let this be kept a secret. Sometimes, patience and controlling is all i need. Because if i never ever have these, i think i would have gone crazy.
Dont worry about me ok, everybody? Im okay. (= Just trying to let things out here. Because there isnt any space for me to let it out. Nevermind, im controlling again, until i find peace within me. Which it isnt gonna happen within time.
Take care everybody. I miss school and my friends. Im going school tomorrow. I love you'll! Muacks.
Memories makes me smile,
But now, it makes me bleed in my heart.
Im OK! REALLY. Just some things im thinking through. haha. ADIOS~